Space Traveler Discloses Depression Following Wave of Backlash After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her battle with depression after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also featured well-known figures.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, recalling a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her studies and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her background – was buried under the tide of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her pioneering work fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
A Path to Recovery
Months following achieving her goal, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the supporters whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She noted that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The self-operating New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also featured leaders in different industries.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.